I really require to get my act together. I use most of my time on things that do not matter. Tonight I used three hours searching for a calendar to list what requires to be managed. Not really needed, but yet I search for one and did not find one that met my needs. Simple things like that is ruining me! Get my act together!!!
I could have used that time to study! Is that why I am using my time unproductively, to get away from the things that would cause me to strain my brain? Hmmm… My brain tricking me? SHOOTS!!!